Archive for March 13th, 2009

I was quite grumpy last night while studying for my first ochem quiz of the semester. Grumpy because stupid me, I hadn’t allocated enough time to study for it. Grumpy because I’m a recovering perfectionist, still aiming to get every detail that I need, and not being able to because I will always choose sleep over staying up. Stressed, getting into bed. Worried in the morning, about getting as much cramming as I can get before class. Mind you, this is just a quiz. Can you tell that I suffer from unhealthy paranoia?

I went to school early to study, and in the midst of my telephone correspondences with Loma Linda that I had to do this morning, I receive another call of the same area code. Thinking its LLU again, I get the  call and realize, no, I’m being asked to come for a nursing program INTERVIEW for CSULB! I don’t want to get my hopes up, but it’s becoming real now… It’s almost like, what I’d been striving for for the past two years, working my butt off to get the ideal status I need for admissions, it’s happening. Damn, I’m excited! I couldn’t concentrate on chemistry after that phone call…

It’s sunny, and I saw a girl waiting at a bus stop, with a kite in hand. I love good-mood days 🙂


“Birds can fly so high or they can shit on your head,
Yeah they can almost fly into your eye and make you feel well scared.
But when you look at them, and you see that they’re beautiful,
That’s how i feel about you.
Right, thats how i feel about you… ”

She said, “thanks, I like you too.”

He said, “cool.”




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